Everything these days seems to tick me off. I have no idea what the hell is going on, but I want it to stop. I think it might be from my lack of sleep since school started, or maybe it's my parents? I don't know, maybe it's both. I'm so frustrated with everything, and the frustration turns to depression. I feel like one big emotional mess, I might as well have "EMOTIONALLY UNSTABLE" written on my forehead, and walk around school like that.
Jonah still hasn't said a single word to me, it's been exactly two weeks. How could I be so stupid? I always fall for the guy that I would never have, and I still hope for it, even though I know it wouldn't ever happen. I finally know that it's true, that humans always want what they can't have, sometimes they get it, and lose it, and most of the time, they would never get to have it. Am I rambling? I probably should stop before I get too far, but I hate the way I'm feeling right now. Maybe sleep is what I need..about 12 hours sounds good.
"Sandman, won't you come to my house? Sprinkle sand in my eyes, and don't ever wake me up again." ~ Oomph
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yeah. i stayed up wondering if you'd get online for rping. But you never did. ): im kinda glad though cause i went to bed instead. Sleep always makes things a tiny bit better. And Jonah seems to be ignoring a lot of people lately. He doesnt answer my textmessages, or calls. Prolly because of the high and mighty Melody..pft. *ANTI MELODY!*
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