17: So Obvious

He has crazy beautiful eyes, I could stare into them forever~
I really think I'm falling for him, scratch that, I know I'm falling for him. He probably knows it too, and I know that he doesn't feel that way about me. There's a long line of girls waiting to be with him, and I'm most likely last in that line. My only question is why he said yes to my invitation to Homecoming when there were plenty of others. Was it a pity date? Or am I actually first in line? I really have no idea, but all that really matters is that he said yes, and I had a blast with him last night. We only danced once, but I'm sure I'll never forget it, his hands on my waist, my arms around his neck, his beautiful eyes staring into mine, it was perfect. I wish he would've kissed me, but I think that'd be asking for too much. I got to go to Homecoming with him, isn't that enough?
I might be too greedy for my own good.

15: J'aimerais Tellement ~ Jena Lee

It's been a while, and a helluva lot has happened since my last entry.
Long story short, Jonah finally saw Melody for the bitch that she was and avoided her. I got excited and hoped he would talk to me more. Next day, he's dating her, apparently not caring that he was her second choice. I was broken-hearted. Now a couple days ago, Melody breaks up with him because he tried getting Anthony is trouble(I really don't know what happened there), and now he's single again, probably broken-hearted over Melody. I want to give him time, but Homecoming is this coming weekend, and I would really like to ask him to go with me. I don't want to push myself on him, but Jenna wants me to go, and I want to have another reason for me to get in a dress and go. I'm going to try later, on Facebook, when he's online. I feel bad for asking so soon after, but it's homecoming, and I know that he wants to go. Hopefully he hasn't accepted any of the other invites...