...yeah.
There's this guy. I liked him fer a while...and now we're dating.
Jonah is out of the picture for good.
Friday, January 15, 2010
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
24: Love this Season~
Merry Belated Christmas all~
Also, happy birthday to me!
I'm finally 18, free to do what I want(most of the time ^^;)
I love this season for two reasons, the merry gift giving/receiving, and I turn a year older, closer to freedom.
So I finally got a camera and a new iPod.
I decided to call my iPod Luke, and my camera is still being debated, it's either gonna be Trisha, or Rosalynne, both names I love very much.
I love Luke, he's an amazing little piece of technology, he's a touch, so I can access internet, a helluva lot of apps, and still listen to quality music.
Oh! And if you didn't notice, Jillian is up and running again, I got her back on my birthday~
Also, happy birthday to me!
I'm finally 18, free to do what I want(most of the time ^^;)
I love this season for two reasons, the merry gift giving/receiving, and I turn a year older, closer to freedom.
So I finally got a camera and a new iPod.
I decided to call my iPod Luke, and my camera is still being debated, it's either gonna be Trisha, or Rosalynne, both names I love very much.
I love Luke, he's an amazing little piece of technology, he's a touch, so I can access internet, a helluva lot of apps, and still listen to quality music.
Oh! And if you didn't notice, Jillian is up and running again, I got her back on my birthday~
Monday, December 14, 2009
23: Nope, nothin'
So yeah...
Still don't have a computer, and I lost time at home due to grades in school...
Sooooo, I can only use a computer at school, and just about everything is blocked.
I'm screwed, bigtime.
Someone save me?
Still don't have a computer, and I lost time at home due to grades in school...
Sooooo, I can only use a computer at school, and just about everything is blocked.
I'm screwed, bigtime.
Someone save me?
Sunday, December 6, 2009
22: So, I fail.
Ok, so when I finally get internet on my computer again, it gets a virus, thus making it useless to me once more.
I can't watch FMA: Brotherhood without getting yelled at, I have limited time, and I have to deal with my siblings shooting me with dart guns without darts in them, and the sounds effects they make in replacement.
They're both teeanagers now, and yet they act like 4 year olds. I swear, I wasn't anything like that at 13 and 14...
I can't watch FMA: Brotherhood without getting yelled at, I have limited time, and I have to deal with my siblings shooting me with dart guns without darts in them, and the sounds effects they make in replacement.
They're both teeanagers now, and yet they act like 4 year olds. I swear, I wasn't anything like that at 13 and 14...
Sunday, November 29, 2009
21: Been a While..
I haven't really had so much time to be here, but here I am!
I didn't have internet connection in my room for over a month, so I had to use the family's computer to do things, and since we all have to share, I didn't have as much time to do things.
But now we have Windows 7, which my dad trusts to use our wireless internet, and now I have connection in my room again.
It's kind of sad, the first thing I did when I got connection was spend the entire night watching anime online, so sorry, I could've updated last night, but didn't.
As a lot of you know, I've been through loads of shit throughout this past month, but it's done, I'm done, none of it concerns me now. I cut off the bracelet, and I don't even acknowledge him anymore.
I gauged my ears, they're size 14 right now, but I just got some money, so I think I'm going to go to the next size after I earn a little more, so that I still have some to buy Rose a Christmas present.
Gah, that holiday is coming up so fast, and so is my birthday. I'm gonna be freakin' 18! It scares the crap out of me, I need to get a job and start saving up for college...
I didn't have internet connection in my room for over a month, so I had to use the family's computer to do things, and since we all have to share, I didn't have as much time to do things.
But now we have Windows 7, which my dad trusts to use our wireless internet, and now I have connection in my room again.
It's kind of sad, the first thing I did when I got connection was spend the entire night watching anime online, so sorry, I could've updated last night, but didn't.
As a lot of you know, I've been through loads of shit throughout this past month, but it's done, I'm done, none of it concerns me now. I cut off the bracelet, and I don't even acknowledge him anymore.
I gauged my ears, they're size 14 right now, but I just got some money, so I think I'm going to go to the next size after I earn a little more, so that I still have some to buy Rose a Christmas present.
Gah, that holiday is coming up so fast, and so is my birthday. I'm gonna be freakin' 18! It scares the crap out of me, I need to get a job and start saving up for college...
Saturday, October 17, 2009
20: Sandmann
Everything these days seems to tick me off. I have no idea what the hell is going on, but I want it to stop. I think it might be from my lack of sleep since school started, or maybe it's my parents? I don't know, maybe it's both. I'm so frustrated with everything, and the frustration turns to depression. I feel like one big emotional mess, I might as well have "EMOTIONALLY UNSTABLE" written on my forehead, and walk around school like that.
Jonah still hasn't said a single word to me, it's been exactly two weeks. How could I be so stupid? I always fall for the guy that I would never have, and I still hope for it, even though I know it wouldn't ever happen. I finally know that it's true, that humans always want what they can't have, sometimes they get it, and lose it, and most of the time, they would never get to have it. Am I rambling? I probably should stop before I get too far, but I hate the way I'm feeling right now. Maybe sleep is what I need..about 12 hours sounds good.
"Sandman, won't you come to my house? Sprinkle sand in my eyes, and don't ever wake me up again." ~ Oomph
Jonah still hasn't said a single word to me, it's been exactly two weeks. How could I be so stupid? I always fall for the guy that I would never have, and I still hope for it, even though I know it wouldn't ever happen. I finally know that it's true, that humans always want what they can't have, sometimes they get it, and lose it, and most of the time, they would never get to have it. Am I rambling? I probably should stop before I get too far, but I hate the way I'm feeling right now. Maybe sleep is what I need..about 12 hours sounds good.
"Sandman, won't you come to my house? Sprinkle sand in my eyes, and don't ever wake me up again." ~ Oomph
Sunday, October 11, 2009
19: Giving up
I've lost everything now.
Jonah doesn't talk to me, and neither does most of my so-called friends. Jenna, Alexis, Rose, and Mark are the only people I think care that I even exist. But even at times, they don't even come to see me, I still have to go see them. Az, what the hell is going on? You don't fucking tell me anything anymore, and it really hurts my feelings. I trust you with things, but you can't trust me with anything? Thanks a lot.
I'm done with this shit, it's all I ever get. What did I ever do to deserve this?
Jonah doesn't talk to me, and neither does most of my so-called friends. Jenna, Alexis, Rose, and Mark are the only people I think care that I even exist. But even at times, they don't even come to see me, I still have to go see them. Az, what the hell is going on? You don't fucking tell me anything anymore, and it really hurts my feelings. I trust you with things, but you can't trust me with anything? Thanks a lot.
I'm done with this shit, it's all I ever get. What did I ever do to deserve this?
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