9: School's Coming

Well, I had registration yesterday for school.
I had to wake up extra early because my brother also had to register, except his was at 8 in the morning, in which I had to take him. And after I kinda chilled for a while, I took Jessie and Azalea to McDonald's and then to Goodwill for some Speed Shopping, which wasn't as fast as I'd hoped. xD Sorry guys. But while at Goodwill, we broke all the dressing room rules. #1 No more than 5 items in the dressing room. #2 Only 1 person per dressing room. and #3 No shopping carts allowed in the dressing rooms. All three of us were in the dressing room, with a shopping cart, with who knows how many articles of clothing. It was totally fun, and we didn't get busted. We got out and on the way home my mom called asking where we were, she wasn't very happy, let's just say that. I chilled at my house with Azalea while my Jessie, my mom and my brother went to my Gram's house to have their jeans hemmed. After chillin' we had to go pick up Karen so tha twe could register for our Senior year. Az just tagged along cuz she wanted to. The school didn't have AC and the line was long by the time we got there. It took a while, but we did it. We got our school IDs, our planners, Senior Party info, and our class schedules. The school really fucked up, everyone had at least 1 empty class, and a class they never asked for. So guess what, I got to go in to the school today to get my schedule changed. I sat in the counseling office for an hour and a half before I was called in, and people that signed in after I did got to go before me. Then I find out that my counselor wasn't even there, so I got this lady that I didn't even know, and she thought that I was someone else. I just wanted to go in, fix my schedule, and get out so that I could go back home.

I feel much better now than I did before, I have my Stride Gum and I'm RPing with Jessie and Azalea. FUNTIEMZ!

8: Not as Planned

Alright, remember Thursday how I was supposed to go to the Aquatic Center with my friends? Didn't happen, one couldn't make it, so we moved it to Friday, right? Turns out, I wake up Friday morning with major cramps, a headache, and I couldn't eat anything without feeling sick. I just wasn't in the mood to go swimming, so when Jenna called, I told her I couldn't go, and as far as I know, they still went. >.< Sometimes I wonder if I'm the least loved person in that group of friends...like they said they'd help pay for me to go to Ikau? They didn't, Lene bitched when I told her I didn't have money for her to pick up food for me (sorry, done with Ikasu talk now). Maybe it's just me reading too far into things. They probably didn't want to move it to some other day. But I haven't seen Alexis since school let out, and I haven't seen Jenna since before she left for Taiwan(except through a car window, but that doesn't really count), and I probably won't see them until school starts, and that would be wierd, because Jenna probably isn't used to me being away from everybody(you know, the split that happened halfway through last year). You know, the funny thing is that she left with Trent and I happy as can be, and she comes back with me pissed off at him, and him happy with Karen(the bitch I used to call my best friend).

Okay, and today was my family get-together, that was supposed to be at Kollen Park. But guess what? Rain happened, and we got stuck with my mom's entire side of the family coming over to our small house. Try cramping a growing family into my house, it's crazy. My two aunts, one uncle, seven cousins, cousin's boyfriend, two of my cousin's kids, my grandparents, my parents, and my brother, sister and I, all packed into our small kitchen, living room and garage. F-U-N! Funny thing is that my family prepared mostly mexican food, and we're definately not mexican. Guacomole, salsa, tortilla chips, spicy cheese sauce, etc. Luckily, my dad grilled burgers and hotdogs(in the dry garage of course, after taking the grill to the front), so we weren't living off snack food. And surprisingly, it was alright, great food, fun conversations, and no family feud.

So, now all I have left is my last session for my senior pictures tomorrow, hopefully it doesn't rain, because I'll already be getting wet, we're planning on taking fountain shots, and they want me to get in there -.-; Oh well, what can I do? I have to look cool, right?

I need to clean my room and get rid of the clothes I don't wear, I think I'll do that tomorrow, while the rest of my family is off doing stuff..

7: Lazy Days

I apologize for the long wait for a new post, I've just been sooperdooper lazy since I got back from Ikasucon. A lot of things have happened and I just didn't want to get on the computer and type about it. But now, I shall.

So, let's begin. This year for Ikasucon we took an old RV down for the trip, it wasn't the most pleasant ride, but it was much more comfortable than a cramped car. We played Apples to Apples, and started to make an Anime version of it. It was going fine, until we reached Shipshewana, Indiana. Once we reached Highway 5 in the right turn lane, the RV broke down. We were stuck smack dab in the middle of Amish Country, horse carriages and bicycles everywhere. So, us being in the RV, we were a freakshow. Luckily, we had cellphones(though there were some signal problems), we were able to get ahold of a nearby towing company, and got the RV towed to the nearby town, but we were still stuck in Shipshewana. So we hung out at a BP gas station for 4 hours to wait for a ride from friends(who had to come all the way from home to get us).
By the time we got to the hotel it was after 11 pm, and I was exausted, because I woke up at 6 that morning, and I do not handle heat very well. But my fellow convention goers weren't, so they watched a movie, which I didn't mind really, but after the movie, they wouldn't shut up, so I couldn't sleep. I wake up around 9 the next morning, grumpy, hungry, and dirty feeling, and everyone else is all, "Hurry, we need to register!" I was not in the mood, but I took a quick shower, did my makeup, and tired to do my hair before getting down to the convention center. When we got in line it was around 10:30, it was already long, and not moving. We waited for about 3 hours in that line, and about halfway through, I was starving, so we sent our friends that had pre-regged to get us some food. Yay McDonald's.
~ Overall, the Convention was alright, not the best, but it could've been much worse. I got myself some awesome stuff of awesomeness(magazine, poster, keychain, figurines, action figure, etc.) But after the convention, as you can tell, I've been tired and lazy, I haven't done much at all.

Just a couple days ago I had my first session for my Senior Pictures, it was fun, but slightly annoying, too many difficult and uncomfortable poses, and the constant smiling hurt my face. Sadly, we only got through two outfits and two locations, so we need to have one more session on Sunday, only one more location from what I understand, so maybe I don't need all 4 outfits. Who knows..

Going out with some friends today. Alexis invited me to the Aquatic Center with her, Jenna, Jackson, Peter, and Sky. Hopefully it'll be fun, I haven't hung out with combination of people before without others, and Jenna's been in Taiwan for the last year, and I haven't seen her since she got back, so, it might be alright.

I also have a family get-together on Saturday for my mom's side, I think it'll be quite interesting, since most of us don't get along, but with a new marriage in the family, maybe thing will go smoothly? Bah.

I didn't get any sleep last night for some reason. I went to bed at 11:30, and I woke up to go pee at 3, and I could not get back to sleep. I've been awake for almost 6 hours, and I'm running out of things to do, I just went on an application I haven't used for ages on Facebook, and I really need a real breakfast...maybe some waffles...>.> I think I might also update some things on this blog.

I think I'm actually out of things to talk about...if I missed anything lemme know.

6: Ikasucon

I'm getting ready to leave tomorrow. I just can't wait, I've been looking forward to this since I found out I could go, and the excitement is eating me alive! I thought for sure the next time I would be going would be next year, but thanks to my dad, it's tomorrow! Ok, so the actual convention doesn't start until Friday, but we'll be there tomorrow because my chaperone has a stand this year, and needs to be there early. My dad also bought me snacks for the ride ;-; I love him so much, I'm so glad he remembered that I love Pringles and Slim Jims(even though he bought me the off-brand)! At least he knows what I like, if my mom bought me something, it would probably be barbecue chips and something with rootbeer flavors, yuck >P.

Also hung with Azalea for an hour or so today, to talk about stuffs, and see if I can fit my big butt in her pants. Didn't work, but I did get a belt out of her.
By the way Az, you reading Full Tilt reminded me, I want to name my first son Wesley(I hope you like him better later, cuz I lurv him). And thanks, you got me listening to Sorry Sorry again, and now I have it on repeat. We should totally learn the dance, just to be weird.

Bucking Bronco Dino...I think I can handle that ride. ;D

5: Gram's

I went to my Gram's house today, just like I always do every couple weeks. I enjoy the food very much, but I have a lack of things to do. It's not like it was when I was a little kid, back then, I had toys to play with and older cousins to look up to. Now I just sit around and listen to my aunts, uncles, and older cousins talk. It's quite boring really, and I feel bad for not being the older cousin to my cousin's kids like how my cousins were for me, but I just can't do it. Being the child of the youngest child doesn't give much more family to look forward to.

So, while sitting around in my boredom, I started thinking about things. I realized that I shouldn't care who my ex dates at all, it's none of my business, and I'm only making myself look like a psychopath. Obviously he didn't care about me enough if he let me go that easily. He probably lied every time he told me that he loved me. I must not have been special enough to him at all, so why should I bother trying to plot his demise? Sure, I was jealous when I found out he's dating my ex-best friend, because I hate her, but I realized that hating both of them and trying to make them fail as a couple is a total waste of my time. Besides, if I keep wallowing in my misery and jealousy, no one would want to date me. So, I'm giving up in my evil plot to destroy them both, and accept that they're a couple and that they "love" eachother, even if I don't approve of it, because obviously, my opinion doesn't matter. (Plus, those fuckers deserve eachother.)

So now, I'm going to be positive, and celebrate the fact that I'm a single woman. If I like someone, I can say so, because there's no "boyfriend troubles" to tie me down anymore. I know that it's been "over" for months, but I think I've finally opened my eyes to the cold hard truth, and now I'm actually happy. It's about time I moved on, and I will.