8: Not as Planned

Alright, remember Thursday how I was supposed to go to the Aquatic Center with my friends? Didn't happen, one couldn't make it, so we moved it to Friday, right? Turns out, I wake up Friday morning with major cramps, a headache, and I couldn't eat anything without feeling sick. I just wasn't in the mood to go swimming, so when Jenna called, I told her I couldn't go, and as far as I know, they still went. >.< Sometimes I wonder if I'm the least loved person in that group of friends...like they said they'd help pay for me to go to Ikau? They didn't, Lene bitched when I told her I didn't have money for her to pick up food for me (sorry, done with Ikasu talk now). Maybe it's just me reading too far into things. They probably didn't want to move it to some other day. But I haven't seen Alexis since school let out, and I haven't seen Jenna since before she left for Taiwan(except through a car window, but that doesn't really count), and I probably won't see them until school starts, and that would be wierd, because Jenna probably isn't used to me being away from everybody(you know, the split that happened halfway through last year). You know, the funny thing is that she left with Trent and I happy as can be, and she comes back with me pissed off at him, and him happy with Karen(the bitch I used to call my best friend).

Okay, and today was my family get-together, that was supposed to be at Kollen Park. But guess what? Rain happened, and we got stuck with my mom's entire side of the family coming over to our small house. Try cramping a growing family into my house, it's crazy. My two aunts, one uncle, seven cousins, cousin's boyfriend, two of my cousin's kids, my grandparents, my parents, and my brother, sister and I, all packed into our small kitchen, living room and garage. F-U-N! Funny thing is that my family prepared mostly mexican food, and we're definately not mexican. Guacomole, salsa, tortilla chips, spicy cheese sauce, etc. Luckily, my dad grilled burgers and hotdogs(in the dry garage of course, after taking the grill to the front), so we weren't living off snack food. And surprisingly, it was alright, great food, fun conversations, and no family feud.

So, now all I have left is my last session for my senior pictures tomorrow, hopefully it doesn't rain, because I'll already be getting wet, we're planning on taking fountain shots, and they want me to get in there -.-; Oh well, what can I do? I have to look cool, right?

I need to clean my room and get rid of the clothes I don't wear, I think I'll do that tomorrow, while the rest of my family is off doing stuff..